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| Late night thoughts
It's been a long time ago since he left but yet I'm still not leaving. Still stuck nowhere. Nothing to felt. Feeling heartless all i could feel. Craving for someone yet stuck no one. Why? Isn't it hard to move on when late night thoughts killing so bad, bring back old memories, missing the good old days with the guy i wanted to live with. Too early? When everyone in your circle is dating someone they love, or maybe getting married? Is it fault to plan something for the future you want?
Is this really moving on as i wrote about a year and half ago? That thoughts when you suddenly save his number to know what's up to him, is he really happy? Sad but truth yes he is. My heart shattered. Is that move on? No, a big no. You still being catched up with old fcking love. The love you couldn't find in anyone. The guy that brings nothing but his heart to me even though he faked it. The guy i couldn't describe the appearance. I like. He's like the perfect one for a demand like me. Yes i do. The guy i wouldn't mind to show off my flaws. To not being shy able. To always hearing me nagging of nothing. The guy i would love to share my deepest secret, my whole day story. One i can be silly with and act like kids not a couple. Never dating instead of 'lepak' and watching something interesting. Yes maybe my expectation was high but still idk that i couldn't find any best-boyfriend like him or maybe not now.
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